I have to go to a stupid Passover Seder tonight. I’m going to pretend to be schizophrenic so the rabbi and his wife don’t ask me too many questions. I’m going to tell them that I have a supercomputer controlling my mind and I can only say things that the supercomputer lets me say.

I can’t imagine there are. I did talk to one person who said he ran across one, so I’m seeing if there are more people out there.

The trouble is that I can’t control it. Lies come out easier than the truth. It’s been this way since childhood. I don’t have a mask. I create new identities, and I need to collapse myself into one identity and stick with it, and part of that would be to stop the lying. I don’t want to destroy my relationships again. I’m so confused about where to turn.

Holy moly! I just said it sounded like fun! I liked your idea!

Could I get in legal trouble for that? Honestly it sounds like fun.

Understood. Thanks for your helpful reply.

I have to do SOMETHING. I just can’t figure out what, and I want to avoid legal trouble.

Ive got some big fucking problems. I can’t even help this wacky shit I think up.

Do you mean vinegar and water inside of a big ass water gun, and then shoot them with it?

What about putting garage sticker dots on their cars?

Well shit.

Not so great, but at the time perfectly fine. Usually pretty okay. My psychologist told me that I have aspd but that what he considers me is a primary psychopath. It just doesn’t sound very good, and I like to manage what others see about me.

What is twitch?

Thanks.

I don’t really believe in talk therapy. Do you think it can help with the level of problems I might have? Do you think this warrants medication?

Well I guess I don’t.

Who should I get help from?

I thought gangstalking was real. You really think it isn’t?

Who should I get help from? Not sure where to turn?

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How do you know they are psychopaths?

Was there any physical stalking?